i still carry on (MLTR)

I'm lying in the sunlonging for a place in the shadowI'm lying in the snowlonging for a place by the fire
Chorus:I still carry on andI still walk around andI still feel the warming glowshining somewhere in the futureshining not so far away
I'm climbing up the mountainmountain of societyBut every time I reach the topyou just push me down again
And when I look around meI can see I'm not aloneThere are a lot of people aroundclimbing mountains next to me
But even though the cold from your still beating heartalready killed me twiceAnd even though the cold in your eyesmakes me freeze all the time
Chorus:I still carry on andI still walk around andI still feel the warming glowshining somewhere in the futureshining not so far awayAnd when I beg you for wateryou just drink the water yourselfAnd when I reach my hand to youyou just turn your face away